thoughts

So lately I have been doing a lot of thinking about ......well...any and everything. I know that last time I wrote about wanting a boyfriend but honestly I am so not ready. I am not truly comfortable with me and I sure can't seem to get a handle on my ever changing emotions. Why is it that the hardest person to get along with is yourself. You always seem to judge yourself harder than anyone. I finally realize that I have let myself down with some of the decision i have made in my life. I have lied to my self in order to spare the feelings of others.
But no longer will that happen..(well it will take time but atleast I've started) Its okay to be awkward and to not always fit in as long as I am true to myself!