Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Dear {GOD}

Dear God,
Hey I am glad I finally found you. Thank you for your truly genuine and unconditional love. I’ve searched for so long and had so many heart breaks and let downs that I almost gave up. But, like only you can, you showed up in the nick of time and saved me from myself and the downwards spiral I was heading for. I ask you how you can know all my flaws and faults and still love me the same. You reply because your flaws keep you humble and your faults push you to grow. Besides you are imperfectly perfect. I remember nights filled with tears, confusion, and destruction. I was flooded by a storm from which I had no shelter. I prayed for rescue and even though I could not see you I know you were there watching over me and protecting me. I’m not sure how but I made it through. There was no way out but down. I had been falling for so long I got tired of screaming. But with you I need no physical voice, just the internal voice that speaks from my heart and bypasses the reasoning of logic and sense. You see because you make your own reason and its makes its own sense. People think I am crazy when I tell them I have fallen head over heels heart over mind in love with you. I speak the words because they are whole heartedly true but my action sometimes still contradicts them and for that I apologize and ask for your patience. As in any relationship it takes time to work out all the kinks and give up the I’s for we’s . and I haven’t had much experience in this love thing. I promise that I will do my best and give my all to make this a life long commitment.

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